Lazarus' Rising From the Dead
I recently finished listening to Dostoevsky’s famous novel, Crime and Punishment. While the story begins with a gruesome murder by the protagonist, Raskolnikov, ultimately in the end the story is about his resurrection. Throughout the story reference is made to the raising of Lazarus from the dead. At one point the main detective who accuses Raskolnikov of the crime asks him, “And... do you believe in Lazarus’ rising from the dead?” Raskolnikov responded, “I... I do,” and then affirmed that he believed the story literally. Then later when he was with the young woman Sonia, who was much more of a believer than himself, Raskolnikov demanded her to read to him the story of Lazarus. This she did, including these words: “And when He thus had spoken, He cried with a loud voice, Lazarus, come forth. And he that was dead came forth. Bound hand and foot with graveclothes; and his face was bound about with a napkin. Jesus saith unto them, Loose him and let him go.” Ultimately that story became Raskolnikov’s story, with the help of Sonia. She urged him to eventually confess of his crime, and at the end of the novel as he was sent to Siberia as a prisoner for his punishment, she left her home and followed him there. As he struggled mentally with his own failure and his botched theory about his elite status in society, he finally realized that he loved Sonia. One day he was sent to work with others and a guard at a riverbank, and as he sat there not well guarded, she found him and sat beside him. The book recounts, “How it happened he did not know. But all at once something seemed to seize him and fling him at her feet. He wept and threw his arms round her knees. For the first instant she was terribly frightened and she turned pale. She jumped up and looked at him trembling. But at the same moment she understood, and a light of infinite happiness came into her eyes. She knew and had no doubt that he loved her beyond everything and that at last the moment had come.... They wanted to speak, but could not; tears stood in their eyes. They were both pale and thin; but those sick pale faces were bright with the dawn of a new future, of a full resurrection into a new life. They were renewed by love; the heart of each held infinite sources of life for the heart of the other.”
This
love transformed his future and his past. As Raskolnikov basked in this new
feeling, he thought of what he had done, especially to hurt Sonia to whom he
had been terribly mean at times. The novel relates, “But these recollections
scarcely troubled him now; he knew with what infinite love he would now repay
all her sufferings. And what were all, all the agonies of the past! Everything,
even his crime, his sentence and imprisonment, seemed to him now in the first
rush of feeling an external, strange fact with which he had no concern. But he
could not think for long together of anything that evening, and he could not
have analysed anything consciously; he was simply feeling. Life had stepped
into the place of theory and something quite different would work itself out in
his mind.” His change was complete, and he turned to his New Testament and
pondered again the story of Lazarus. The novel finishes with these words, “He
did not know that the new life would not be given him for nothing, that he
would have to pay dearly for it, that it would cost him great striving, great
suffering. But that is the beginning of a new story—the story of the gradual
renewal of a man, the story of his gradual regeneration, of his passing from
one world into another, of his initiation into a new unknown life. That might
be the subject of a new story, but our present story is ended.” The message to
me of the book is that through love and Jesus Christ, we can be totally changed.
The resurrection is not just for the physical body in the next life, but we can
experience a complete transformation of our very nature in this life through
Jesus Christ.
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