My Soul Did Long To Be There

Yesterday I finished reading the book The Possessed by Fyodor Dostoevsky. The title is an allusion to the devils that the Savior cast out of the man in the country of the Gadarenes and sent into a herd of swine (see Luke 8:26-36). The story is a tragedy and shows where the philosophy of nihilism—the rejection of any real meaning in life—leads. At one point in the novel one of the main characters, Stepan Trofimovitch, gave voice, I believe, to Dostoevsky’s feelings in the face of Russian nihilism when he said to a large crowd, “The enthusiasm of the youth of today is as pure and bright as in our age. All that has happened is a change of aim, the replacing of one beauty by another! The whole difficulty lies in the question which is more beautiful, Shakespeare or boots, Raphael or petroleum?... I maintain that Shakespeare and Raphael are more precious than the emancipation of the serfs, more precious than Nationalism, more precious than Socialism, more precious than the young generation, more precious than chemistry, more precious than almost all humanity because they are the fruit, the real fruit of all humanity and perhaps the highest fruit that can be. A form of beauty already attained, but for the attaining of which I would not perhaps consent to live.” In other words, there is such a thing as beauty (and this has nothing to do with “good-looking” here) to which the human soul aspires. Ultimately it is the divine that is exhibited in the works of man—such as Shakespeare’s plays and Raphael’s paintings or Handel’s music—that are indeed of more value than boots or petroleum or the physical stuff that we surround ourself with. There are indeed ideals and beauty and truths that give substance and meaning to life and life man above the terrestrial to God.   

This painting by Raphael of Mary and the baby Jesus (the “Sistine Madonna”) was mentioned repeatedly by the characters in the novel and was used to highlight the struggle between nihilism on one hand and a belief God and the divine and beauty on the other. The governess of the town, Julia Mihailovna, filled with vanity and seeking power and praise of the world, described her feelings about the painting this way: “I spent two hours sitting before that picture and came away utterly disillusioned. I could make nothing of it and was in complete amazement. Karmazinov, too, says it’s hard to understand it. They all see nothing in it now, Russians and English alike. All its fame is just the talk of the last generation.” She and other characters insisted that it was useless and meaningless, that “the rumble of the carts carrying bread to humanity being more important than the Sistine Madonna.” On the other hand, Stepan affirmed its beauty and power, calling it “that ideal of humanity” and connecting it with “the ideas of eternal beauty.” Trying to convince him not to speak of the painting at an important literary gathering, his long-time friend Varvara Petrovna said to him, “Now, there’s no one, absolutely no one, in ecstasies over the Madonna; no one wastes time over it except old men who are hopelessly out of date. That’s established.” But he insisted, “Don’t ask me. I can’t. I shall speak of the Madonna.” He was convinced that it was of more value than material things for it was true beauty that would lift one to the divine.  

            When Alma had his profound spiritual experience in which he found the Savior and repented of his sins, he saw “God sitting upon his throne, surrounded with numberless concourses of angels, in the attitude of singing and praising their God.” He described this vision to his son Helaman by saying, “My soul did long to be there” (Alma 36:22). To me the things of true beauty are exactly those which cause our soul to long for the divine, whether we realize it or not. To read Victor Hugo’s story of Jean Valjean’s redemption or listen to the grandeur of Dvorak’s New World Symphony or contemplate majesty of the Notre Dame Cathedral are indeed things of beauty that invite us to commune with God. At the end of the novel, Stepan fell ill, and as he was on his deathbed he said this, “The one essential condition of human existence is that man should always be able to bow down before something infinitely great. If men are deprived of the infinitely great they will not go on living and will die of despair. The Infinite and the Eternal are as essential for man as the little planet on which he dwells.” And so, in mortality we should seek those things that lift us out of the mundane parts of life and give us a glimpse of the divine. We should search for the “solemnities of eternity” in our experiences and let them “rest upon [our] minds” to bring us back to presence of God (Doctrine and Covenants 43:34).

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